alright, so today was my first day of FUN!

[school].

I'm taking english at eight every morning to free up another elective during the normal school day. So it almost seems as though school is twice as long now..
But i'm okay with that. Because this year is devoted to knowledge and culture and loving and living. I'm in love with my boyfriend, and he's leaving next year, so i just have to embrace that as much as i can. Of course, my home life is falling apart because of our relationship, but i'm trying my very best not to think about that...
well, i'm listening to death cab's new album right now. at a ridiculous volume, i can barely hear myself type. my english teacher from last year said she'd go through all my writing this year and maybe help me get published soon, so that means much more literature. mostly songs, i suppose, i'm still trying to record an album. a collective one.
ah, well now i'm just rambling. and no one's reading this anyway, haha.
i'm really happy and really sad right now.
so i think i'll just cry.